I'm over-something.
Over-worked?
Not hardly.
I just got back from SAMmy's. I had a great morning.The women were receptive to the teaching, and we're all jazzed up for a big service project we're doing at the end of December.
And in the discussion portion, there were secrets, tears, promises...oh, and bagels and cream cheese! That may sound like hell to some of you but to us it's heaven. Sweet victory for a morning with the girls.
So, the morning was really good. Really good.
Driving home I just felt...lonely. I don't know...blah. Now, I'm here at the computer and my house is pretty clean. Clean enough. I did my big cleaning on Monday, and a little grocery shopping yesterday. I did enough.
I could be organizing the storage room, but - nah. I could start writing my lessons for the month...I have 4 to do this month, which is about 30 hours of writing...plus research...and editing...and distribution, and meeting with leaders...but...nah.
I feel over....something
overthrown? no
overtired? maybe...no
overcome...getting closer...
over with...does that make sense?
overrun...
overwhelmed????
Overwhelmed.
Why?
I don't know.
Because it's gray outside. Because it's December 1st and that means my to-do list just got really long until the 25th. Because I'm tired. Because I had a plan to make lasagna, but I don't want to cook at all. Because I'm the mom, so I know I will have to cook anyway. Because I should probably just take a nap instead of whining on my blog and sounding like a scary woman. Because I'm hoping you'll just relate to being overwhelmed and extend me some grace and tell me it will be soon be over. Or something.
Maybe not overwhelmed.
Probably over-dramatic.
Yeah - that.
Anybody got any chocolate????
6 comments:
I totally understand... my to do list is way to long!!
Oh hun, I totally understand. I hate that feeling the most too because you just aren't sure exactly why it's there or what to do to get rid of it. Go get that chocolate girl, tomorrow is a new day! :)
{{hugs}}
Praying it passes quickly. I'm not a fan of winter, but love me some Christmas. This year our family is so much more focused on Jesus that it is making it into this beautiful, amazing event, instead of a stressful, dreaded day with to do lists a mile long. I still have them, but really see these constant reminders (Church, Sammy's, Friends, blogs) that it's a month of celebrating! We should look at it that way instead of a month of lots of stuff going on and to do. I don't know??? Does that help??? :)
Hi! Long time no visit! I am so sorry you are overwhelmed! Sometimes though venting helps right?
I hope your Thanksgiving was fabulous!
Oh Pennie, I soooo wished we lived close so we could get together and chat over a nice big chocolate bar! Hope you are feeling better today!
HUG HUG HUG!!
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